Myron, You sound kind of down right now. When I compare your situation to that of my sister-in-law, you should feel so positive. Besides the mouth sores that are so severe she has difficulty talking on the phone, her chemo has caused burns on her hands and feet that walking and typing on her keyboard are nearly impossible. She also has bleeding from her nose and ears unexpectedly and spontaneously. Your prognosis is soooo much better. Hang in and play it out. That's all you can do. We love you and miss you (Horn and the book fair are solid evidence of that). One day at a time, guy, is where we place our hope. Best of luck in the next few days. They are crucial and the numbers are so telling. Thinking of you always. S.